Monday, September 8, 2008
Thank You
Hey, just a message to say that, thankfully, I was able to talk to dad for about 40 minutes after I posted my last blog and it really made me feel better. It didn't make the problems go away, but it made them easier to face. And then after I hung up with him, my Residential Assistant (RA) Ashley, who happens to be my next door neighbor, came by asking if everything was all right, and we ended up talking for maybe half an hor or so, and that helped too. She's really cool and understanding, I like her a lot. But anyway, I just didn't want to leave that last post there without a note saying that I'm feeling not so down anymore. Praise God. ^_^ Love you all, good night!
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I have always had a problem with being suicidal. About a year ago, I tried to cut open my stomach twice in a week. I've taken pills, cut myself, starved myself, deprived myself of sleep and rest, and God knows what else all in trying to keep my mind of the feeling of being numb, lost, and having to completely opposite feelings and opinions in my mind fighting so desperately that death is the only thing I think can stop the qualm. I think the worst thing I did once was take 20 tylenol last fall. I worked 8 hours while having an overdose. My coworkers sensed something, but they never suspected that I was praying for the overdose to end and let me drop dead. The biggest thing I try to do is remember the times that I was better. At that time, I was never happy, but I tried to remember times when I did not feel like my life ending was the answer. I concentrate on that feeling. Sometimes it doesn't work. It's not full proof, but sometimes, it does take the edge off.
Hey Baby!! Thank you for calling me and talking about everything so honestly. If I did not have the relationship I have with you, I would be very concerned... well... more than I am now!! LOL
I am always here for you, and I will always love and care for you!! Relax and enjoy the ride!! It goes all too fast. As I said on the phone, please do not be so hard on yourself.
Also, I am glad that you had the opportunity to chat with Ashley, and I encourage you to talk to as many of the professionals there- as well as the friends who love and care about you!!
I await your call tonight to let me know how your day was, and to tell me the steps you have taken.
God has blessed you in so many ways that it boggles my mind that you would have a single negative thought in you. But we are all human, and we see ourselves differently than others do.
Remember that you are beautiful, smart and gifted.. and a child of God. Put one foot in front of the other and let Him guide you.
I love you Baby!!!
Hey Breat!! I guess this was posted onto your comment instead of VeggyChristian's! Sorry!! I am not very good at this. You are a very beautiful girl and I appreciate the relationship you have had with her all these years!! You have all my thoughts as well-- take care!! I would LOVE to see a pic of you smiling!! You are very attractive and a smile would add to your beauty!! Bye.
OK!!! I have NO idea where these are being posted!! LOLOLOL I hope everyone who needs to can see it...that is my hope and prayer!! Take care one and all!! Kaleigh, plz add a note in blog to say you have seen these comments, ok?? Love you!!!
I'm leaving a post to see if dad gets it. Love you dad!
Yes!!! I got it!! maybe I am not as challenged technically as I originally thought!! LOL Have a good night, sweetie!!! Love, Dad
Thanks Mr. Wyrick! Kaleigh is in all of our prayers up here!
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